Thank you

I couldn't help myself from saying thank you everyday.

Your absent makes me understand how much I should feel thankful for living.

Although you're gone for more than 1 year but I still missing you so much.

I have a lot of fun things wanna share w/ you that I'm sure you will laugh out loud.

Now I know over these past years, you're the one who share the laughter w/ me. Always reply my text within 2sec Cz your typing skill is still weak 😆😆

Don't get me wrong, I'm not in a crush w/ u. Writing this post is just to express my feeling.

Although you're not here but it's still feel the same as before. When I feel lonely, hard to make decision, want to do something crazy... There's must be someone could do w/ me... Despite of texting, it actually fulfill all my wishes as long as I really want to do so...

Is it the power that written the book 

"Secret"? 

If it's real, I'd believe it

Thank you for everything 

Thank you for appear in my life although it's not forever

Thank you for make me feel I'm not the only one 

Thank you 

I believe people will go to heaven that's why I didn do anything bad... I'm a scary cat for letting u know that I'm so afraid to die 😆😆😆

Then I lie to u said that people will not go anywhere after lives. I'm sure you're still cool in heaven playing video game, writing lyrics, rap everyday, got a mini rap concert everyday, go into Eminem's dream everyday or even make out w/ pretty cute girls everyday haha ...jk 

Rip 🍓

moving to a new island

It's time to make a decision.

A decision that could change my entire life 

I was deciding to go to a new place to continue chasing my dream.

Sometimes, I'm still thinking of if you were still here

I will text u this, "hey bro how do you think ....."

Your reply are always in my expectation

You will tell me just try it no worries

life just once

waste it... haha

Now I need to make decision by my own..

start from now, every decision I make..

it seems like nobody could help me

nobody could give me advice

because it's all depends on myself.

They couldn't help me either

Tmr is another week that I need to fight w/ myself

you never know how hard i need to been through this

i guess you never know

 do you still mad at me?

I know that answer..

because your reply are always in my expectation.

天空

20年前 看著天空

20年後看著天空

天空沒變

變得是感覺

曾經看著天空 而說不出的感覺

現在看著天空 才知道那叫想念

非常的想念 曾經對我好的每個人

非常遺憾他們的離去

曾以為

天空是個天使 居住的地方

但原來

那只是一個讓我想念你的國度

天空

是無邊無際的想念

是無形的牽掛

是在你覺得無助時

永遠不會離開你被單

而風幫助了天空的雲朵

帶給我信息

叫我堅強

我不是迷信

而是 我覺得

讓我自己覺得有你這個天使安排

雲朵和陽光形成的 美麗風景

才會讓我覺得

我不是一個人往前跑

而是把離開的你

都變成我身邊美麗的風景

陪著我往前跑

那我就不是一個人了

你曾是我像天空的朋友

我不了解你

不曾和你在一起

但卻一直陪著我

謝謝你 好朋友

就像云朵

就像云朵

虽然每天都不一样

但它们 依然是天上的云朵

。

可能成长， 就是让你在不知不觉中学会坚强

There's always a nice sky with me

when I was working outside

不懂在多久之前

自己在不知不觉中

可以一个人在外面做事，

然后又不觉得害怕了

可能成长，

就是让你在不知不觉中

学会坚强。

Missing My best friend

If 

We got wings to fly

we can only fly to the future.

If 

I still got thing to say but

I couldn't talk to you

anymore

If 

You said you feeling regret 

and you hope that you wish to go back in time

I couldn't help u bro..

I wish I can help you..

but I'm just standing here 

not to see not to hear from you

I'm not don't care of you

I'm just afraid of see you dying

I don't wanna see you weak, feel how you suffer

I knew that you're sick

couldn't reply me as fast as you did last time

in text, I was kidding 

pretend that your condition is still healthy

You're so mad at me when I said that your late reply

I understand why you're so mad at me that's because you're afraid too

don't know what to do

to stay alive

I'm so sorry.

I feel you now

how much you afraid of dying

how much you don't wanna leave this world

but I just couldn't help

I'm useless.. standing hundred miles far away from you

You will still reply me , even when you're god damn sick

I still don't feel appreciate that time

cz I didn't reply you, i expect you will text a lot of your wisdom quotes,

your rap kick, 

the few words that you texted to me...

"whatup sis"

how much energy that you put to reply me in text

how much pain you suffered

I never know.

You're an Angel now i know.. 

cz you're see no evil.

I'm loving the sky everyday as you're living there

A person who love to look at the sky, 

she's missing her god damn best friend deeply inside her heart.

Please forgive me that I din show up

at your funeral, didn't call you to ask when you sick

Didn't reply your text...

Forgive me don't believe that you're sick.

You're forever the special one in my heart.

The one I would like to talk to without thinking

and you're always never mind on my foolish thinking

and said it cool... my god.. damn missing you...

yea, just missing you.

别选择太硬的盔甲

到了某一定的时间

如果

你不让事情过去

那么囤积

在你心里

的垃圾

就会越来越多

好想你都听得明白

都听得进去

执着

是个

伤害自己

伤害别人

的隐形武器

让你生气的事

如果你不放过它，

它也不会放过你。

你们纠缠的当儿

你渴望某天

会放开的“某天”

你渴望某天

会结束的“某天”

永远不会来

对不起

我没办法陪伴你执着

也没办法强迫你去放开

只希望“某天”

当你发现自己浪费太多时间

在于一个执着让自己不快乐的事时

不要慌

因为我也有过同样的经历

我才发现，不开心

实在是太浪费时间

每个人心里都会有个无法原谅的事吧

这个无法原谅，只会让你印象深刻

你不想忘记，但却想记得这经历

只有原谅，才会让你不在乎

不在乎 不等于忘记

忘记的 不等于不在乎

找个让自己快乐的方式吧

伤心事 全世界的人都会有

执着的事 全世界的人都会执着

我们都一样

我没办法理解你

就像你没办法理解我一样

不要逼我，我是好不容易走出来的

好不容易，每个晚上才能好好的睡觉

我不要回去那个恐怖的回忆

求你，我只希望你幸福

过去的，已经过期

没人理会

 就像过期的牛奶

你明知过期，但因为不甘心浪费

去喝

痛苦的

只会是自己

。