Wednesday, November 25, 2015

就像云朵


就像云朵

虽然每天都不一样

但它们 依然是天上的云朵



Tuesday, November 10, 2015

可能成长, 就是让你在不知不觉中学会坚强


There's always a nice sky with me
when I was working outside

不懂在多久之前
自己在不知不觉中
可以一个人在外面做事,
然后又不觉得害怕了

可能成长,
就是让你在不知不觉中
学会坚强。

Missing My best friend

If 
We got wings to fly
we can only fly to the future.

If 
I still got thing to say but
I couldn't talk to you
anymore

If 
You said you feeling regret 
and you hope that you wish to go back in time

I couldn't help u bro..
I wish I can help you..
but I'm just standing here 
not to see not to hear from you
I'm not don't care of you
I'm just afraid of see you dying
I don't wanna see you weak, feel how you suffer

I knew that you're sick
couldn't reply me as fast as you did last time

in text, I was kidding 
pretend that your condition is still healthy

You're so mad at me when I said that your late reply
I understand why you're so mad at me that's because you're afraid too
don't know what to do
to stay alive
I'm so sorry.

I feel you now
how much you afraid of dying
how much you don't wanna leave this world
but I just couldn't help
I'm useless.. standing hundred miles far away from you

You will still reply me , even when you're god damn sick
I still don't feel appreciate that time
cz I didn't reply you, i expect you will text a lot of your wisdom quotes,
your rap kick, 
the few words that you texted to me...

"whatup sis"

how much energy that you put to reply me in text
how much pain you suffered

I never know.

You're an Angel now i know.. 

cz you're see no evil.

I'm loving the sky everyday as you're living there

A person who love to look at the sky, 
she's missing her god damn best friend deeply inside her heart.

Please forgive me that I din show up
at your funeral, didn't call you to ask when you sick
Didn't reply your text...

Forgive me don't believe that you're sick.

You're forever the special one in my heart.
The one I would like to talk to without thinking
and you're always never mind on my foolish thinking
and said it cool... my god.. damn missing you...
yea, just missing you.






Tuesday, November 3, 2015

别选择太硬的盔甲

到了某一定的时间

如果
你不让事情过去
那么囤积
在你心里
的垃圾
就会越来越多

好想你都听得明白
都听得进去

执着
是个
伤害自己
伤害别人
的隐形武器

让你生气的事
如果你不放过它,
它也不会放过你。

你们纠缠的当儿
你渴望某天
会放开的“某天”
你渴望某天
会结束的“某天”

永远不会来

对不起
我没办法陪伴你执着
也没办法强迫你去放开

只希望“某天”
当你发现自己浪费太多时间
在于一个执着让自己不快乐的事时
不要慌
因为我也有过同样的经历
我才发现,不开心
实在是太浪费时间

每个人心里都会有个无法原谅的事吧

这个无法原谅,只会让你印象深刻

你不想忘记,但却想记得这经历

只有原谅,才会让你不在乎

不在乎 不等于忘记

忘记的 不等于不在乎

找个让自己快乐的方式吧

伤心事 全世界的人都会有
执着的事 全世界的人都会执着

我们都一样
我没办法理解你
就像你没办法理解我一样

不要逼我,我是好不容易走出来的

好不容易,每个晚上才能好好的睡觉

我不要回去那个恐怖的回忆
求你,我只希望你幸福
过去的,已经过期
没人理会
 就像过期的牛奶
你明知过期,但因为不甘心浪费
去喝
痛苦的
只会是自己