小时代里爱上了这么一句

“我们活在浩瀚的宇宙里，漫天漂浮的宇宙尘埃和星河光尘，我们是比这些还要渺小的存在。你并不知道生活什么时候就突然改变方向，陷入墨水一般浓稠的黑暗里去。你被失望拖进深渊，你被疾病拉进坟墓，你被挫折践踏地体无完肤，你被嘲笑、被讽刺、被讨厌、被怨恨、被放弃。但是我们却总是在内心里保留着希望，保留着不甘心被放弃的跳动的心。我们依然在大大的绝望里小小地努力着。这种不想放弃的心情，它们变成无边黑暗里的小小星辰。我们都是小小的星辰。”                                                                                                  ——周崇光

hi june

迷人的六月，

最近都好词穷，完全没办法表达心中想表达的讯息。我... ...会不会患上语言障碍？

最近听到一位朋友说我的笑容变多了。

嗯... ...那就好。

也许是习惯了这样的自己了吧。

但... ...这年末，就要毕业了。如无意外。

也许是因为最后一年的关系吧，压力也渐渐变大了，但我还是选择相信自己可以做得好的。毕竟这使自己选择的道路。

advertising design 这科，完全是看自己的造化，也许每一个科系也都一样吧，只要努力，不断尝试，就会达到自己想要的结果。看过一篇文章里面说到，人们最想要的就是

一觉睡到小时候。所以我问了自己，回到小时候真的有那么快乐吗？除了不必自己赚钱和看别人脸色之外。如果回到小时候，就代表着所有的悲伤都要重来一次，这样不是更痛苦吗？

我现在的心情其实有一半的期待，一般的害怕。期待着看外面的世界，害怕自己变的自己也不认得自己。我总是爱挑战困难，认为这是一条让自己成长的道路，如果太保护自己，到最后什么都没经历过就离开了这世界就有些不值得了。一个人的城市固然寂寞，

但还终是要翻开寂寞，孤独这chapter. 只要读完了这chapter也许下篇文章将会写着快乐或自由呢？
我不知道，自己将会走到哪里，但我会有这心理准备接受即将遇到的每个难关。
因为我想要完成我的梦想。

jie

Dream come true!~ Riding Bicycle~

Riding bicycle is always my dream~

May be somebody would laugh at me 

because this should be learned from very young~

but I'm always don't have the chance to learn it ~ but now!!!

Finally~~!!!

I know to ride bicycle!

OMG!~ Dream come true!

I feel jumping, crying, dancing, siaoing (crazy + ing)~.....>.<

The first time I ride the bicycle successfully,

 I felt myself was flying~ lol

I love the feeling so so much!!

 All must thanks to my friends Steph, XiuZhen n XiuMin...

they teach me patiently and gather with my passion

finally I know to ride but it's really unbalanced and I can't control it well.. so

I need more practices and I just can't get enough of it on that day so 

 the day after, I jio my friend, Kar Wei

who can ride bicycle very stable and experienced

to teach me some skills to ride bicycle on road...

So we rent 2 bicycles at the bicycle shop at Weld Quay.

We only spend 8 bucks on each bicycle and we can ride it for a whole day...

Kar Wei~ Master sifu of the day!

haha~~~!!! here we go!! 

This is the first time I ride bicycle on roadside 

excited + challenged + chi kek

 after a while, we went to a taiwanese restaurant to enjoy our breakfast...

I ride my bicycle from Esplaned to weld Quay again~! 

lol!!

I think very chi kek la.. but Kar Wei seems like got a bit frighten coz

I nearly get killed by a motor which I suddenly lost control and I didn't notice 

there'd a motorcyclist behind me... hehe

but everything's fine here..

 I just injured on my leg only so far..

coz I've been fall down from the bicycle several time...

and yet still got the energy to continue ride the bicycle..

Kar Wei was amazed by my passion

but afterward when I reached home,

I felt extremely tired and my leg  was so pain and muscle cramp~

(~.+)   

That's all my first time experience on riding bicycle...

anyone who love riding bicycle, can call me out as well o~~

coz now I'm sembreak...

My new Spec~

Hi there~!

I bought a spec at Focus Point last week,

bcoz my old spec was broke and there's some problem on the lens itself.

So I was change it to a Converse spec which I really love it now..

er.. I'm using my siswa card which given by our government to get some discount 

but it still cost me a lot...

yea~ here's how my spec look...

                                                                   ✪

cool Converse logo vs turquoise colour~

there's a star inside!!!! 

OMG!

★

我... ...快要忘记某一种感觉

还记得，以前每次放学回家第一件事就是玩我的音乐。

但现在，我只能在sem break才碰她...

我现在都快要忘记，我最爱弹的那首歌

该怎么弹了。

MJ 别忘了，要练琴啊~

还有2个星期才放假，

终于做完了2个final project, 

还有一个考试，一个final 要做。

天天就有一大堆理由不去gym class, 

天天看着自己越来越胖，

所以越来越不开心。

可以不可以努力减肥一下啊？？

可以不可以努力的抽出时间练琴啊？

天天就有一大堆的理由不去练琴

天天看着自己对最熟悉的琴谱感到陌生，

所以越来越不开心。

我最爱的音乐，

我相信。

相信一切，自己想要的，就会得到。

我相信，

相信不懂我的人，终有一天他们会懂的。

dwl from internet

好想要一只Corgi 哦~

因为...

一个人真的很闷...

但..

有可能毕业后，我就去流浪了...

那狗狗就会变成现在的我。

A green pencil

It's been 6 years, I kept this green mechanical pencil inside my pencil box.

I still remember it bought from one of my high school friend, Caely.

It contained a lot of sweet and bitter memory of mine.

I remember I had created a very funny for it once I got this pencil.

I showed the story to every friends I met recently and their reaction was so "hang" there...

May be they all don't know what reaction they should give me perhaps..

the story is boring + funny in a way of no reason to laugh

Ya.. 6 years ago... and now it broken..

the story comes to the end.

reminds me I have to be matured

Coz recently I show the story to my friends,

They are thinking that I'm going crazy.

6 years ago, I still remember the moment that I creating the story..and I rmb

my best friend, wu also bought 1 and hers one is purple colour.

when I creating the story, she was joining me with her purple one to finish the story.

May be that time, we are too bored in class.

May be that time, we are too young... until can do something that 

everybody think that is meaningless but we never care.

We just want the happiness to help us pass through the boring subject in class.

we laugh, we play, we talk

So miss the time that we don't need to worry about tomorrow...

Don't care what would I'll be in the other people's mind...

but we all can't going back to the pass..

We have to move on to a place that we never been before,

discover the things that we never know....

and to write our new life journal with a new pencil,

I'm just too sad that, this pencil was broken.

It accompanies me so many years, 

I had wrote so many things with it... my little green...

May be you will think that I'm going crazy..

I'm not going crazy but very emotional...

You will never felt the same way as what I'm feeling right now

if you never have a thing that you appreciate the most...

even a mechanical pencil that cost 3 bucks.

Today I feel sad and yet have to feel nervous for the tomorrow presentation.

Complicated feeling makes me emo.

Goodbye my green pencil, 

I'm not sure I will remember every single memory that you brought to me

but I will never forget I had own a pencil with memory in my lifetime once.

My 20th Birthday

Ya, I know it's been a while that I celebrated my birthday.

I'm a January birthday girl but because of my laziness...

now I only finish edited and post it on here~

anyway~ yea~ here are the pictures that I took at my day~

I prefer to have an ordinary birthday to myself

like spending a whole day to sleep at home, watch some Korean sad movies 

or play guitar.

yea~ but this time... one of my best friend felt that it was too waste if

I spend my day at home so I decided to hang out with my friends...

Every year, my dear Kelly B will cook a plate of pasta to me as a gift,

it's so delicious and it's a "warm hearted" dish ever~

so yea~ thanks dear~ I will appreciate it and it's a wonderful things to have a friend like Kel,

 Thx limin to give me this~~ love it!

After all, we went to Chai Diam Ma with XiuZhen and LiMin

here is the view at the restaurant.

It's a art gallery restaurant.

The food are quite okay but the alternatives of food are few..

Kelly

XiuZhen

 Li Min, the little artist

Finally, Wu make it//

 Li Min n I

End with a silly face of mine.

在金宝，流浪回来(II)

我不管！我不管！ ....

再忙我也要post 这次的流浪记！

最近的project真是不是人做的,deadline 一直改而且不是延迟，是提早。

天啊！！

好啦，好啦~ 我要保持快乐的心情写下这次流浪的日记...

这是我们到怡保的第一站~

当然是先吃一些美食啦~

我们从中午12点出发，2个小时半后才到达~

这都要感谢一位神秘人物载姐姐和我去流浪啊~

神秘人将在下一张出现，准备好了吗？

来咯！

tada~! 其实是我姐的男友~ 伟杰

 红酒面线~！like + delicious + love! 很赞啊！

这也好吃~

过后就到了，Kellie's Castle~

是个很好photoshooting 的地方~

我一定会再去 ~！

  

这两个小孩很可爱~

我发现自己越老越怕死~ 

高处不胜寒，

我脚发抖~ 哈哈！

万众期待~！ 

建缗的古筝表演~

人好多！

 到vegas吃burger~!

这趟去金宝不肥死才怪，已经晚上12点了

还吃burger~。。。

第二天的旅程，吃完早餐后，

到霹雳洞

我们好诚心地爬

到了~ set timer 拍了一张 

爬到满身汗

里面有很多壁画，都是一些画家的佳作。

有时觉得没有经过edit的照片也好漂亮~

今早的早餐~ 富山~在怡保~

 

这黑黑的小东西，其实很好吃，很特别。

口感就像烧包~

 再次强调，不肥死才怪~

吃完了，到了vnam 喝咖啡。

因为都是我弄到大家都睡不好...

 滴滴式的越南咖啡，

因为刚吃完早餐，所已吃不下这间店的美食了~

最后一站，去看瀑布咯！

好漂亮的瀑布呀~！

再见~

next post~ my birthday ...