你，似在不在

雨，似落不落
风，似吹不吹
水，似冷不冷
你，似在不在。

天堂

前几天，雨下得很大，雷打得很响；

我胆小的躲在被窝里，不小心又睡着了。

前几天，出外工作，外面的天空，

云，好美，天，好蓝

又想起了是不是有天使，

让我见到美丽的天空

所以

想起了你。

前几天，我写了一段关于天堂的文章

你问过我，死后我们会去哪里？

我告诉你，我们哪里都不去，就这样消失了。

当时，我还不懂你将离开

我也对生死没想法

现在我想要告诉你，死后...

... 我们下地狱吧，前往天堂的路上行人太多；

通往天堂宝殿前的大门已有许多人站在门前守候

我们是进不去的，所以先去地狱吧。

至少通往哪里的路，寂静。

我们都不喜欢与人争，与人抢，

安静的走去没人要去的地方，

静静地观赏我们之前太忙而没好好观赏的风景

你别害怕，祂懂。

祂懂所有的一切，到了地狱祂会带我们上天堂的。

我是这样想的，

我还不能陪你，我还有时间要完成这里所有的事

等时间到了，我将经历你所经历的

你的好就是知道我怕鬼，所以都不会让我梦见你

你的好就是一直提醒着我的生日，而我从来没问过你的生日

这几个月，我快忙到忘记自己，忘记悲伤

我已害怕每天睡前的寂静，我已有几个礼拜睡觉不敢关灯

我害怕的是夜晚，还是隔天的天明呢？

我又想起你了，
好朋友。

sb

做了决定，要走多久

就没那么重要了

你还在，我脸上应该还会有

10%的笑容

但你已成为天使，

请你继续守护我

Path

I've make a decision for my life. 

It's may a tough path that I chose for myself but I still think it worth to give it a try. I believe I can do this and I think it's time to let myself to go through some unconscious in my life.

想做就去做，还能勇敢时就去勇敢

只活一次，勇敢至少一次

Thank you

I couldn't help myself from saying thank you everyday.

Your absent makes me understand how much I should feel thankful for living.

Although you're gone for more than 1 year but I still missing you so much.

I have a lot of fun things wanna share w/ you that I'm sure you will laugh out loud.

Now I know over these past years, you're the one who share the laughter w/ me. Always reply my text within 2sec Cz your typing skill is still weak 😆😆

Don't get me wrong, I'm not in a crush w/ u. Writing this post is just to express my feeling.

Although you're not here but it's still feel the same as before. When I feel lonely, hard to make decision, want to do something crazy... There's must be someone could do w/ me... Despite of texting, it actually fulfill all my wishes as long as I really want to do so...

Is it the power that written the book 

"Secret"? 

If it's real, I'd believe it

Thank you for everything 

Thank you for appear in my life although it's not forever

Thank you for make me feel I'm not the only one 

Thank you 

I believe people will go to heaven that's why I didn do anything bad... I'm a scary cat for letting u know that I'm so afraid to die 😆😆😆

Then I lie to u said that people will not go anywhere after lives. I'm sure you're still cool in heaven playing video game, writing lyrics, rap everyday, got a mini rap concert everyday, go into Eminem's dream everyday or even make out w/ pretty cute girls everyday haha ...jk 

Rip 🍓

moving to a new island

It's time to make a decision.

A decision that could change my entire life 

I was deciding to go to a new place to continue chasing my dream.

Sometimes, I'm still thinking of if you were still here

I will text u this, "hey bro how do you think ....."

Your reply are always in my expectation

You will tell me just try it no worries

life just once

waste it... haha

Now I need to make decision by my own..

start from now, every decision I make..

it seems like nobody could help me

nobody could give me advice

because it's all depends on myself.

They couldn't help me either

Tmr is another week that I need to fight w/ myself

you never know how hard i need to been through this

i guess you never know

 do you still mad at me?

I know that answer..

because your reply are always in my expectation.

天空

20年前 看著天空

20年後看著天空

天空沒變

變得是感覺

曾經看著天空 而說不出的感覺

現在看著天空 才知道那叫想念

非常的想念 曾經對我好的每個人

非常遺憾他們的離去

曾以為

天空是個天使 居住的地方

但原來

那只是一個讓我想念你的國度

天空

是無邊無際的想念

是無形的牽掛

是在你覺得無助時

永遠不會離開你被單

而風幫助了天空的雲朵

帶給我信息

叫我堅強

我不是迷信

而是 我覺得

讓我自己覺得有你這個天使安排

雲朵和陽光形成的 美麗風景

才會讓我覺得

我不是一個人往前跑

而是把離開的你

都變成我身邊美麗的風景

陪著我往前跑

那我就不是一個人了

你曾是我像天空的朋友

我不了解你

不曾和你在一起

但卻一直陪著我

謝謝你 好朋友